I am alive for the very first time.
Conscious and pondering all of the ways that I've died.
Thousands of times,
Hung for the truth while I choke on my lies.

I am nothing.
I am everything.
I am fallen from grace.
I was hopeless until one day I learned,
I am God and I work in mysterious ways.

I've been calling this place hell for so long,
but it's strangely divine.
Maybe this was heaven all along,
but I just never noticed the signs.

I AM.
I am the Messiah
I am the Devil in disguise
When I stopped searching I heard a voice and it said to me:
"God is everything. You are everything.